Thursday, November 22

San Remo



Marge and Dickie are planning to go to Cortina to sky with friends. They didn’t told me to join with them.
They are also preparing the Christmas days. Marge is full of plans about it. Dickie asked me if I’m going home on Christmas. I don’t have a home and Dickie knows it… I’m feeling alone, they are leaving me out…
I hate Dickie! I offered him my friendship and he has replied with ingratitude. I would like to be like Dickie, I could become Dickie himself, and I could do everything that DIckie did. I will kill Dickie! Now I must think how to do it!
I might kill him in our last trip, in San Remo…
Maybe in the water… maybe we can take a boat and there… Yes, I might kill him by hitting him with the oar of the boat…